Impatiently Anxious

I have always struggled with Anxiety, Depression, and constant worry. Obviously stressful situations do NOT help those feelings. One thing that always seems to help is getting my feelings out by writing, which is part of the reason for this blog. Also I have a story to tell and one that’s is just crazy enough to help others.

My mom always told me that if you are going to worry don’t pray, but of you are going to pray don’t worry. For the longest time these words gave me comfort, but now they just seem hard to achieve.

Between waiting for test results, surgery dates and serious information it seems hard to not worry and not be anxious.

Even sometimes having answers causes more questions. but can’t our faith be the same way? isn’t it that sometimes even with what we know we have more questions? Only one person knows all the answers and that’s God.

I have always thought about God’s plan for me like a book or one of those interactive story apps. He has the story line all planned out but he also gives us free choice, but he still knows all the answers.

For whenever our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything. 1 John 3:20

No matter how we feel or what everything is telling us, God knows everything and we can be rest assured he will take care of us.

So try not to worry or be anxious and yes I know that is harder than it sounds 😉