More than my past

Tonight I found a journal that was sent to me days after Hudson was born. Inside is a letter from a very important person in my life and in the first few pages song lyrics and quotes that helped her.

As I am re reading this letter tonight this is what stands out to me. She wrote “Adisyn, You are more than a teen mom. You have the power to make your life more than that girl who had 2 babies with 2 different dads in high school”

She was right, I am more than just the girl with 2 kids with 2 different dads. Or even the girl that one of those dads disappeared. I am more than my mistakes and past choices. It has taken me a long time to realize this but I am starting to.

Got has been prepping and preparing me for this moment in my life for as long as I can remember.

He gave me a life loving friend that survived childhood cancer

He gave me a cousin who one in his own way and a little girl that changed my outlook with her love for cows 🐮

He gave me a heart and a passion for these kids and then when I was ready he gave me my miracle baby to show me just how much I can handle

I over hear my mom the other day tell another adult that she has watch me change over these past 6 months and I believe I have changed to and I hope for the better

I have became so much stringer in my faith and the confidence to share my faith and experience with SOOOO many other people, I feel I have became a stronger mother and hopefully even some patience

Isaiah 43: 18-19a says “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing new things!”

Like I said it has taken me a long time to realize I am more than my past, I am changing and growing

Watch me Bloom 🌺

Thank you to the author of the letter. She hopefully knows who she is 🙂