Author Archives: Adisyngray

Today was the first day of school for both kiddos Both kiddos started preschool. Yes I felt all the feeling you would think of when you think of a mom sending her kids to school for the first time but I also felt crippled with guilt. Guilt with why we made it to preschool whenContinue reading “First Day of School”

Recently I started a new job at Webco Manor. I am working on getting my CNA license. For those of you who know me or know my family more then likely know that Webco is next door neighbors to my Nana and Papas house. (It will always be their house. Even thought they are gone)Continue reading “Barn Light”

So this past Sunday, my kids lost their great great grandpa, and today we had his funeral and laid him to rest. When I came home my mom shared with me something she was told and I want to share it with you. In John 11 it talks about the death of Lazarus and inContinue reading “Lazarus”

For the last couple of days, I have been listening to this song. Its one of my favorite Christmas songs but it wasn’t until the other day I realized that I understand. Mary was having a child out of wedlock. That would have been all anyone would have seen about her, she also would haveContinue reading “Unplanned Pregnancy”

It’s only Wednesday and I have been to the Emergency room twice this week for myself. Strep ✅ Pneumonia ✅ Ruptured Ovarian Cyst + multiple intact cysts on each ovary ✅ Pneumonia induced swollen lymphatic system (cause everyone to this you have appendicitis)✅ So it’s not an understatement when I say I’m pretty sick andContinue reading “Burdens”

I am so sorry it’s been over a month since I posted a blog 😬 life got in the way but here we go! Today My mom, myself and both babies did a little shopping just because we could. We ended up a thrift store in town and the babies loved it. All the toysContinue reading “Watching your words”

One day on the way to school with my mom when I was a kid there was a squirrel what couldn’t decided what to do. It started to cross the street, then stopped, then last minute tried to cross the street. At the point it was to late and we hit him. My mom saidContinue reading “Squirrels 🐿️”

Halloween is the only holiday that hasn’t been tainted. Let me explain. We starting our cancer journey on Nov 15th when we found the tumor and life flighted to St.Louis. We spent thanksgiving in St.Louis Children’s Hospital. On Christmas we were inpatient at St.Jude New Years we spent at Target House with a low ANCContinue reading “Halloween”

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ I am going to start this off saying if you struggle with hearing others mental illness or talking about PTSD. Best not to read this one. Wednesday morning the kids and I slept in late. So I woke up to 5 mentioned tags on a Facebook post. A little girl from the nextContinue reading “PTSD 🖤”

When you go to a WIC evaluation, they give you a sticker with your kids name, date, height and weight from that appointment. Tonight I found a sticker dated November 15th 2021 with Hudson’s name on it You see I forgot until I found the sticker that we had a WIC appointment the morning everythingContinue reading “Stats Sticker”