Jealousy

So many of my friends have kids. Some of which are the same age as mine. I love watching their kids grow up and even looking back on the memories of my own.

But lately when I see the kids the same age as Hudson or even memories of my daughter the age he is now. I feel my heart break.

Seeing them talking, walking, running and there personalities exploding just reminds me of them things my son has been cheated out of.

I know. Eventually he will do all the same things they do. But he has been cheated out of a normal life, he only gets one shot at his age and he’s been cheated out of it.

Then God said, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness” – Genesis 1:26a

God made everyone in his image. Hudson is made exactly the way God wants him to be.

that doesn’t mean I am not going to struggle but it does mean that when I do. I can also tell myself.

He is exactly who God wants him to be 💛